I want to be beautiful… I wanna be beautiful like Megan Fox, I wanna be beautiful like her. I want the beauty, I wanna just look into the mirror and say, “wow i look hot” but i can’t. I look in the mirror and I don’t see who I wanna be, I’m so hungry for beauty. I’m in my sophomore year of high school and I know people are gonna think “what does he know about life, what’s he on about, why is he so sad over looks? It’s all just high school” but it’s not. I’ve always wanted beauty, it’s something I haven’t been blessed with and it rips my soul apart. I don’t wanna keep living if I am not beautiful. I mean like I said, I’m in my sophomore year. I haven’t met anyone, I haven’t ever talked to someone romantically, I haven’t even been kissed. There are people who I think are way uglier and they get into so many relationships. Is my personality not good? People say I’m such an amazing person, I’m so interesting, but no one finds me interesting. My life is based around beauty and it’s gonna be the death of me.