My boyfriend is a freak.

I was a virgin before him. Despite all the bad he’s done I have stayed with him. Loyal, taking care of him. I can say for most guys I’d be their dream girl. Cook, clean, s** whenever wherever however, pretty slim long hair. Help with bills. Don’t expect him to pay for everything nor ask for pricy gifts.

I do everything right and he still complains. Like he thrives off drama. Even seems to suggest I should try to show him what I got and make him jealous. He for some reason doesn’t want to believe he is my one and only who I have had set with.

I don’t understand. I love him. I’m willing to give him my everything and strip myself of all my identity to make him happy. I’ll be his slave f*** toy wife. Anything.

Yet he keeps hurting me. Why can’t he accept the peace and love and just let’s have s** every single day and I cook and clean and massage him? Why can’t he just accept that I adore him and I’m never going to b**** out on him no matter what he does to me?

Every day I tell him I love him. I make a point to say it every day.