once when i was very young, like 12 or so, i tried to hump my dog. im not a zoophile or into b**********, i was literally just desperate for ways to get off. i don’t know why the idea occurred to me. it makes me gag and tear up to this day and i hate and despise that i did it. i love all my pets and i don’t ever want to hurt them again. i know its sort of weird to be guilty of something i did when i was so young but god i just hate it so much i hate it ugh f***