I WISH I WASN’T ACE ARO. I WISH I KNEW WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE. I WISH I COULD FEEL EXCITED ABOUT A PERSON. I WISH I COULD KISS SOMEBODY AND MEAN IT. I WISH I COULD ENJOY S** AND EMOTIONS WITH SOMEBODY I LOVE. I’VE NEVER FELT ATTRACTED TO A PERSON AND I’M GONNA BE F****** LONELY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. PEOPLE HAVE TOLD ME THEY LIKE ME ONLY FOR ME TO CRUSH THEIR HEART.

EVERYONE AROUND ME IS ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT HOT CELEBRITIES OR THAT FIT GIRL FROM CHURCH. THEY SOUND SO HAPPY AND EXCITED ABOUT IT. I HAVE NO F****** IDEA WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE. I’VE TRIED TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT IT’LL GO AWAY AFTER PUBERTY BUT HERE I AM, 9 YEARS LATER, STILL WONDERING WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE. HELPMEEEEE.