You know it really sucked I’m both occasions that my parents got phone calls from you that I would’ve died for even one of them it would’ve been so nice to of heard from you and especially that you would pass along new numbers that I wasn’t allowed to have and my parents told me that if you did not want to hear for me that kind of sucked I thought pretty jealous of that that’s the truth but it is what it is I guess . There is no restraining order that you speak of I checked but Yeah I mean I know your heart was in the right place trying to let them know about that guy that head cold but then later on you went and you talk to that guy anyway am it’s just that since you really don’t want any direct contact with me or so I’m told stuff like that kind a like keep this going because it makes me think that I have a chance to actually possibly be in touch with you too and that doesn’t appear to be the case I mean I know you mean well it’s just if the idea is for me to go away stuff like that only feeds it