I’m 19 and I haven’t started college yet. I’ve been putting it off I know I need to get into something I just keep putting it off. My best friend is in college and loving it and hates our hometown and has friends and does tons of s***. My other best friend is going to the same college now and is obsessed with a nobody and all of her friends are into drugs and it’s sickening. My mom is in jail and isn’t going anywhere. I can’t help but think that I may fall into a rut and never get out. Especially lately. I go to work with all these middle age women who are stuck here. I’m not. I can get out and be out, they’re fucked. It’s too late for them. I just don’t want to be stuck or a nobody. I need to get my s*** together. It’s not too late for me.
