I’ve had this suspicion for a while now, going back for a few years actually, that I feel like is proving to be true, all over again and again. I think I might be on the spectrum of the BPD. I’m not sure if I should bring it up to anyone, but I feel the need to talk about it… It’s a problem because I can’t manage the symptoms, if thats what they really are, by myself.. I feel like I destroy myself 8ver and over again and its never a good time and never the last time, it’s not as bad as I’ve heard other people had had it, but still I wonder how far or where it Will go if I just keep letting it go and ignoring it.