I really was hoping that we could still stay in touch at least even as a casual acquaintance it wasn’t like expecting to ever see you again. I really did miss talking to you though and I was sad when I got the news that I couldn’t call you and tell you that I can’t ask your advice because I think you’re like the best mom in the world that made me feel bad for what happened but you know it’s OK it is what it is I appreciate your honesty You would never be able to talk to me outside of the site it’s probably better that way at least I won’t try anymore. And this is kind of why I stayed away in the first place I had no idea you would end up here too I had no plans to bother you it’s just sort of worked out that way and I don’t know embarrassing and S*****. But yeah I don’t worry about it I deleted the account but for whatever it’s worth it did take a lot to do that it was really hard to reach out I really missed you though and there’s no way to share things like that on here