I thought I was over this one girl. Over summer, I thought about her a little, but I assumed it was only like. wanting to f*** her. But school’s started back up, and I sit next to her in two of my classes and she’s always making eye contact and laughing at all of my jokes even if they’re s***. She’s so interested in everything I say and god I just f****** adore her.

Last night I had a dream where we were chilling with my friends, and she took my hand out of nowhere, and that was it. The whole dream was just us chilling and her holding my hand. It felt really nice and it felt like my heart was gonna come out of my f****** chest. F*** man.