I’m not AT hon . Sorry about that I didn’t read the whole thing and freaked know my initials are not AT. That’s sort of why I put that out there about the birthday dinner I was hoping it really was my person but it’s not I do miss them terribly though but they’re gone it is what it is what’s your story with this AT person?

In my case it’s probably better it just stays on here my little delusional fantasy… Because honestly if she were to come back anyway and actually contact me in real life I probably get sucked in all over again and end up giving her money I guess at least this way I can just you know walk away Knowing it probably wasn’t real I’m sorry for what you’re going through too .