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I start high school tomorrow and I am so scared. I have one friend but we have no classes together and I’ve barely talked to her all summer. This one girl Bri says me and her are friends but I can’t trust her she can just be soo two-faced. One day she’ll be best friends with someone then the next she will talk about them and be a total b****! I have to watch what I say around her so I don’t know if she’ll go and tell people about it. I lost all of my friends but Kaya in 8th. This girl who I was so close to for two years turned on me! Then she got all of our mutual friends (which are all of my friends but Kaya) to turn on me too. Majority of the year her and all my (now) old friends made fun of me every day about anything they could. The clothes I wear, the shoes I wear, how I have my hair done, how my make up looks, the way I walk; pretty much anything they could think of. And they would do it right in front of me and pretend I wasn’t even there. They even made a nick name up for me…fishy. So mature right? The girl who started all this even told high schoolers on her bus!! I don’t want to go to high school like what if they remember I’ll get tortured! They even made fun of my boyfriend who none of them know since he goes to a different school. They made rumors that he lived three hours away and s*** like that. Seriously though he lives like half an hour not even. But every turned on me last year and I don’t know why and I’m just so upset and scared and I don’t know what to do anymore I do not want to start high school I don’t want to go to school. It’s awful there I’ll be so alone and I’m not good at making friends. I’m shy and awkward and I just get too nervous. School is gonna s*** if things don’t get better. I’m scared like so so scared.

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