I’m truly sorry for all the trouble I caused I wish there was a way I could tell you this directly I just can’t 🙁 is there anything I can do to make it right ? Quickly please I need to take care of business I can’t do this anymore can’t live with disorder anymore I’m tired. I’m going down a list of others as well . If not I want you to know that much . I feel like it’s just time to kill the beast I can’t do it anymore or do it to others I’m so sorry