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To the embezzler response person with the partner who doesn’t live in the US (I wish I had a shorter name for you! haha), I really appreciate your responses. They really have made me think…. so many people on this site just talk s***, never did anything with their lives, and live to troll on the internet anonymously (I seriously believe the internet is horrible socially for human beings). So, I appreciate you taking the time to respond with your true thoughts about my situation.
I go thru phases like I am now, feelings of guilt, self doubt, etc. Other times I’m happy and don’t care about what I’m doing. I really haven’t hurt anyone by doing what I’m doing other than the owner of the company I work for. So he’d have a few more million dollars in his bank account? It’s a drop in his bucket. However, in my bucket, it’s a different story. It’s allowed me to live like a king. But at what price? The drug addiction is a double edge sword. If I quit, I won’t have the balls to continue stealing and my anxiety would destroy me. When I’m high I feel nothing and I can continue embezzling. A few weeks ago I deposited $117,000 into my bank account. Right now I have $11,000 in my account. I spend it faster than I steal it. What’s the point in saving when I know I’m either going to get caught and go to prison, or get caught and I kill myself? I figure I might as well enjoy it. But like I said, I never imagined it would still be going on 20 years later.
I know I’m rambling but I just took my morning dose of 90mg of adderrall and 30mg of Percocet. This is the best I will feel all day. The rest of the day I will be in a complete fog.
My two older brothers look up to me and think I have the greatest life ever. I have the hot, ex stripper girlfriend who now sells real estate, another girlfriend on the side whom I take care of (they don’t know about her) that I spend roughly 200k per year on, the cars, the nice homes…but like I mentioned before, they don’t know about the drugs, the hookers, the stealing…. I wish I could’ve just lived a normal life. I make a decent salary. Last year I made 72k legitimately (and 1.1 million dishonesty). I can pretty much guarantee this will end badly. But it’s nice to be able to get this off my chest… even if it is anonymously

New Confession

I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.

Related Confessions

I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.