Last Saturday night, I woke up with a aroused feeling over a woman I went out with on Friday night and after spending nearly a month not giving into gratification I went to the bathroom and masturbated in the toilet. This was strictly to relieve myself from any pent up stress and I needed to perform a pipe cleaning technique to keep myself balanced. I go through every morning waking up alone with no one at my side and I am now determined to find me a woman in my life. I just hope that whoever chooses to be with me will not make my life happy but that I can do the same for them as well.