Please God , Give a good news that I had qualifies for RRBJE CBT1 . I am frustrated with this NoGo Hardwork Proccess .
I told my hot wife that it would turn me on to see her flash her p****. She told me it would turn her on too. On long trips she would lift her skirt and show truckers her pink. In restaurants she would show men across from her some open legs with no p******. It was very exciting and made her extremely h****. She especially likes teasing older men. We sometimes camped in campgrounds with close neighbors. She loved showing off to men who were already watching her. She always wore short skirts and got a lot of attention. As she sat by the fire , I would go in the camper and masterbate as I watched her teasing a turned on neighbor. It was hot.
I repent for blasphemy against holy spirit disbelieving somethings in bible sry but im still struggling with some things but i beilueve he exists anx mlst the bible. I still think some things are not great advice or many parts are contradictory. I believe jesus exists does for ours sins & the Trinidadian thing etc etc it’s just a couple small things in bible that I get stuck on I also disbelieve he can hear me pray. It’s not bc I don’t believe he hears anyone’s prayers or bc satan is whispering lies telling me Jesus can’t hear me etc it’s just feels like I’ve been praying on my knees for long time and many things never got better in 2 years I actually feel worse in life and faith then i did 2 years ago. But I do read the bible more/bible studies. Can’t get myself to pray very much these days. I used to pray 2 to 3 times a day now I just feel like.. just nothingness when I pray been like that for like a year
