Since I was young I want to end my life. Yet some good things happened to me every year so I tried my best to continue this life. And then I met him. I'm

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Since I was young I want to end my life. Yet some good things happened to me every year so I tried my best to continue this life. And then I met him. I’m not in love or anything. He’s just a random sunshine in my life. I have some kind of feelings for him, I don’t really know what but I built a giant obsession about him. I’m not doing anything wrong. Just thinking about him and sending him some messages sometimes. He’s got a gf so I can’t explain to him, I don’t want his gf knows. Lol. I’m happy when he’s talking to me or anything but I know I’m just less than a friend. It hurts a lot. I don’t want a relationship with him, I’m not into him, not in a love way anyway. I just would like him to talk to me when I need it. But yeah he’s not even a friend so I’m working on our friendship. But I’m leaving soon my town, I’ll be really far away from him. Idk if I’m gonna be okay. I really hate to complain. I can’t tell this to my friends. Because I know I have mental issues. It’s complicated, and nobody knows that. I’m kind of crazy but I’m hidding myself. People will notice one day. I’m scared if I’m gonna blow up.
My dear, if one day you’ll see that, you have to know that you helped me a lot and you were, and you are still the reason I have a smile on my face.
My precious italian boi, continue to be happy, please.

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After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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