I feel completely alone, I can never tell my wife anything of how I feel for fear of upsetting her. I don’t even know if we are in love anymore or if we are just going through the paces. I can never have any close friends for they all leave me shortly after I make those friendships. I never get contacted I am always the one to contact. Never the one to get invited to plans always the one to get invited. I feel completely worthless. I have failed at everything I have ever tried but had everyone tell me I am so smart so talented. Which makes ever failure hurt that much more. It is only out of desire not to hurt those around me that I keep going with my life.
