a pain. The strange thing is, I really do understand you.
You say that you feel our relationship ist some boundary and you can´t really experience yoursel the way you want to. Not because you don´t love me, but because you have not found yourself yet.
Its eating me up inside. Its tearing my world apart. I feel like Im going to drown. Like somebody pulled away the carpet from under my feet. Like a volcano in my guts.

I cant sleep. I cant eat. Im crying all the time. F*** that.