My brother is a f****** a******. why the f*** am I living with this jerk? why the f*** am i living for this f****** prick. i am sacrificing my life, my freedom, my own self so he can grow up and live his life. he never acknowledges anything i do for him. no one in my family acknowledges everything i have done for and still do for them. why the f*** am i tied to these bunch of assholes. they call me selfish. they say i have done nothing for them. i have done all i could while going through my problems. he is a f****** spoiled brat. he is f****** 19 and acts like he is disabled and cant do anything himself. i have to everything for him. i am so f****** sick and tired of my family. they never acknowledge my pain and problems. i am so f****** sick of them. i always made an exception for him but i am done. i am so f****** done. he can go to hell. he can go straight to hell. he can die, literally. i will not miss him one bit. i will not be sad.

why am i living with this burden. i am f****** done with you. i want to run. i want to die. i am done with them all. i am so f****** done with my brother. he can f*** off. i dont care anymore. he can live his life himself. i am not concerned with him anymore. he can f****** die.

honestly. really.