Idk if this is considered a confession but it would be something that surprised people or maybe not anyways i guess i’m struggling everyday for this past year with not offing myself and you’d never even know because all i do is smile and i hate it because i cant help but smile the devil himself could come up to me telling me that hes taking me to hell thats nothing to smile about but guess wtf id do? smile -_- …. idk i just feel like its getting close to that point i feel so unlucky and nothing literally ever goes my way, my prayers get ignored & i just feel like its time to give up and i hate giving up 🙁