I have really loved the woman next door to me for 3 years. The problem is that she belongs to another man and I am with another woman. I really really love her though. I am afraid to tell her because she may tell my wife or her BF and we’re all good friends. I think she kinda knows I have feelings for her somewhat. Last night we were all out in the yard talking like we do a lot and her kids were playing and me and her were talking & laughing & joking and she mentioned that there has been several times that she has thought about me while m***********. I am flattered, but it’s not about having s** with her. Yes I would do her in a heart beat, but I want to hold her close to me and just love her more than anything else. I love her so much it hurts. For over 3 years, she has been driving me crazy. I wanna hold her in my arms and just love her. I don’t know how to handle my feelings for her anymore. I don’t want to scare her away but it’s more than friendship now. Will I ever hold her? God I love her so much!