I’m a sub female living at home with my parents. Because I have to keep my fetish a secret, I torture myself in private. Tying myself up and inflicting pain on myself gives me a strange euphoria.

Lately, I have discovered that I have almost become two different people. One that likes to Dominate the other. I love looking at myself in the mirror during a session. It gives me a range of emotions. I like to pity myself.

Am I the only one that feels this way?