To day is the first day that I have taken the time to think about you and actually write about it instead of concentrating on getting you off of my mind.

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To day is the first day that I have taken the time to think about you and actually write about it instead of concentrating on getting you off of my mind. Either way you are always on my mind, im my dreams, and my mundane tasks, recently listening to our favourites , live.. was like your name was riding out at the end of every single note I could hear. Your face ever so prevalent in my mind, I don’t know what I have done to you, I am unable to understand or comprehend, and I swear to you sweet heart of mine you can not imagine the turmoil you have brought to my life. Like an iceberg pieces of my soul fall into the sea every day, but only for now I will admit to this, all the rest of my time is taken repairing the damage.

I don’t know at what point you began to look at me with resent, but I know you did, and you never had to say it, I could feel it every day. My inability to communicate effectively was the helping hand in borrowing myself deeper into the abyss of falling from your love. Things I done and said every day, a little more resent built up within you. I heard the call, all but to late, just like a story from the book of fables, a tale that in the end had to be told.

A love like no other, I swear to your sweet smiling face, you had my heart from day one.

And now? I will go on, I will progress, I will fill in all the holes that lie within, with relentless anticipation of things to come. For now I know our love is truly gone and resting with the lonely final words of its over. xxxx

New Confession

After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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today has been an awful day. I won’t go into the full specifics but I feel like a failure for the actions of others and how they harmed me professionally and mentally. It came to a head when an act of kindness from one person nearly became a guilt they would carry. a lady stopped so I could cross the road. she had the right of way and didn’t have to stop. but she did. the person behind her whipped onto the shoulder of the road and around her nearly hitting me. had I walked faster, had i not been watching one persons act of kindness would have been a guilt that weighed on them. The worst part is I am not sure if am upset at the impatience of the person who nearly hit me, or disappointed I didn’t move faster.