I love him. I’ve always had! I thought it was just a crush at first but then we became friends!
I’ve had a crush on him for the whole senior year and by the end months he and his girlfriend were having troubles because the girl was getting tired of him but he wouldn’t let go. I feel so bad for wishing he’d let go.
By our high school graduation they were still having problems but I confessed and now I told him that I’m over him (They’re over now, btw, him and his gf) and we’re still good friends and we text every night but when he wishes me a goodnight I always want to reply an I love you and see how he’ll react.
But I don’t send it because I’m a damn coward! But I love him! I still love him and I can’t say it! it’s killing me!
We’re in first year college now, attending different universities but it pains me to see him on twitter and facebook, so happy, so flirty, without knowing that I’m here, dying every day and wanting to tell him how I feel but can’t.