Hello. I am just a teenage girl. I am a gamer, I draw, I don’t have many friends, I don’t have a complete family, I smoke pot.. I cut, not often though. I recently cut again, well because I got really sad. There is this guy that I like, and we have dry fucked, but he’s like engaged.. I, my feelings have grown for him, Like anyone else I’ve done that with before him. But he told me today that he cant do it no more. I understood, I mean how couldn’t I. I was happy he told me though, didn’t leave my hanging here. And after he left I got a bad feeling in my chest, I didn’t know what to do. So I cut, and the pain went away. The point of the story is that, I feel like a toy. A toy for boys. That I’m not good enough to be with, only good enough to mess around with. I’m pointless, useless, ugly, undesirable. My mom doesn’t know and I want to keep it that way for a while but.. I have no one to talk too..
