I masturbate so much, too much. I can't help but feel sometimes when I am in front of a computer to feel an intense urge to watch porn and masturbate

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I m********* so much, too much. I can’t help but feel sometimes when I am in front of a computer to feel an intense urge to watch p*** and m********* watching women I can only dream of :'(. M*********** is a great thing. Perhaps I should be gratefull for it, but what kills me is the situation that until now I haven’t been able to f*** a girl that a REALLY, TRULY desire with all my passion. Most women I have had s***** relations are just the only thing I could get my hands on. Most of the girls that I truly desire, often reject me right upfront or fool me into thinking I have a chance with them and end up going out with me at my expense, so they are with me just for the movies/food/etc.

I try, I have managed to make approaches, I have managed to go to dates… It’s just that I can not accomplish anything with them at the end. It’s a constant frustation that is driving me into depression.

I haven’t given up on this yet… I have much in front of me and I will keep persuing the women I desire until I finally get the kind of women that will trully satisfy me. What I really want is ti find a good looking, nice, intelligent, independent and s******* mature women that I could have a great relationship with. But in the mean time, if I could just have a great f*** with a girl I truly like I would be happy at least for the moment.

New Confession

Gaza boys are stripped n*** and have their balls banded with in plastic wire ties making their dicks very hard while the d*** throbs and pulsates back and forth.

They are lined up on a platform to out side their camp..their legs are spread open exposing the p**** and tied down to the platform. Their arms are tied above them.

The banded balls are pulled through a hole in a board that is placed in that path of castration blade…..as the p**** is fucked the Gaza boys d*** begins to wildly thrust back and forth …at the moment e********** behind the blade falls while the d*** is ejaculating wildly and jerking viciously about like it is searching for a p**** to comfort it in o*****.

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