I worked in triangles with werner and di and I bent over backwards to give Di everything as a child. I stopped at nothing to see her be a princess she wanted to be. she made me love her in ways that were dirty and what they were doing was abuse, and I still loved her. when she died, I felt like half of me had died. I don’t know if I can ever explain this to any man without them thinking I must be a closet gay but I am not. she used me and I still loved her. spirits do talk to us from beyond … I have found that out and sometimes I get scared. its my own thoughts my insanity, my love for others that drives me nuts. you drive me nuts … D.O… because I just want to be with you. what ever it takes. nothing else matters anymore. nothing else but you. if I am obsessive and you hate me I will walk away but I need you.
