Idk why but I’m really really happy my friends invited me to an outing, my clique has always excluded me from everything and I just feel like they didn’t care about me or anything but they suddenly asked me out and honestly idk why but I just feel so excited, i mean ik it’s stupid to get excited over something like this but it actually means alot to me, I used to be really close with them but after I got involved with a guy that they didn’t like because they said he wasn’t good for me and they detested him alot. And because of that I cut off my ties with that guy but my friends just changed their attitudes towards me and they didn’t really talk to me anymore and they excluded me from everything and idk I just felt really sad because in the end i still choose them over him but they weren’t satisfied. But anyways I’m really excited to go out with my friends after so long, I mean idkman haha I guess they aren’t angry anymore, I hope..
