I so desperately want to go and have a good time in a nightclub, get sexed up with a hot guy and make out like I am wild and somebody else. take him by the belt and bang him on the dance floor like I am some wild punk chick. I want to dye my hair pink and wear a dog collar studded with silver and electric blue daggers. I want to wear a silky blue and pink dress and make everyone look at me. and I want to f*** the cutest guy in town, make him drive me home and screw me in my bed and make breakfast for him.