These days I feel like I’ve been growing further away from my group of friends. I just don’t feel the motivation to socialise or interact with people. When I do see them, I feel judged and that they’re dissing me for not hanging out with them. This makes me not want to hang out with people even more. Why do I always get dissed on? I never talk smack about my friends and I always try to be friendly, why are my efforts not being reciprocated? Am I not trying hard enough? Am I just being a whiny a****** by saying this? I just want be with people that care about me. I feel bad for not really hanging out with them but I have my reasons, I really do want to hang out with them, but when I try to I feel left out and pushed away. What should I do?
