owo we all have existential crises.
but like, hm.
i have a whole life ahead of me and i’m afraid that the things that make me happy now will be gone when i need them the most. i really don’t want to grow up and become independent. i will have to live on my own at some point, and i’m afraid for it to come. i don’t know how to enjoy my life now because i can’t stop thinking about how it will all become worse soon.
