I don’t know. Feels like everything’s alright and at the same it is not.
Can’t really figure out, what’s bothering me. Inspite of doing everything I could do,to be distracted,it still feels junky and so empty. I hope ,it’s not because of him. I’m over it ,I guess..I don’t feel like thinking to him or talking to him,like none of the goofy stuff that I was into, before. There are certain things and I’M TIRED!! I can’t take anymore of this stuff. It’s pretty peaceful to be your own company,not bothering about anyone else. And I don’t want him to be the reason for the way I am rn,for what I am feeling.It’s kinda that void you know..A hole left inside. Don’t know how long will that be.
Heal,girl! You are you and you are enough esp for yourself.
