More like s***** random feeling. I know it’s cliched but we are humans(female one here) we can’t help it. Reader’s disclaimer: you will be grossed out. I am still a virgin. Don’t judge. It’s not about m***********. Whenever I see a couple I imagine them having s**. I know that it’s wrong. Don’t worry, my morals are intact. Or not. Well either way it all happens just when I see two or three people extremely close to one another. Gender is not an issue. But the point of imagining at the moment I see them is a glitch. But there is this one guy whom I don’t imagine anyone else but myself having s**. Things become so awkward that I decided to avoid. But whenever I see him the picture pops up. It’s really not good for my heart. I know I was crushing on him but never masturbated to him before the imagination got random of him and I doing…. Stuffs.. in wrong places. If at all anything happens, I’ll be happy. It’s the crush. Once a crush, always a crush. I even imagined us happy babies and a pet dog and a cat. This is wrong, don’t you think? Maybe it’s just a phase. It’ll pass. Probably. Btw, game of thrones season 8 is awesome. Wakanda forever. I love you readers! And cheers for NBA!