I dont know if I should post this as a pain or a guilt but just for clarity I’m a 20M almost 21 and I feel like a hopeless romantic. I’ve never had any luck with the opposite s** at all. I’m 6ft tall and only 140lbs I’ve got dirty blonde hair and light green eyes. But I feel like I’m to intelligent for some of the women in my age range. I live in a state where the girls out populate the men. So it’s hard to find a woman that doesn’t want to just f**k for money or meth. Recently I’ve tried to kill myself on multiple occasions whether it be by firearm or pills, I’ve basically given up on dating and I no longer have any motivation to keep trying. I’m hoping s**t will change but I’ve been single since middle school and only slept with one person in my life. I’m sorry internet for my burdens.