Depression post. I don’t know why I’m here or why I’m typing but I want an end a permanent end. As the clock ticks the worse the feeling gets. I need help but don’t have any friends and I’d rather not burden my family. I’m scared and tired but I can’t cry. I want eternal slumber, to just drift away. I wouldn’t mind a bullet to the head by someone else or a high dosage of pills but what I really want is to be forgotten and erased