I’m in love with a girl since 3 years now. The fact is that I never met her or even talked to her. She is quite famous and live at the other side of the world. I saw her in a part of my life which I was quite depressive and it really helped me. I just feel so happy when I see her, she makes me smile and laugh, she gives me so much happiness and strengh without knowing it. She gave me a reason to live, I would die for her without hesitation if I had to. I want to give here back all these feelings she gave me and make her the happiest woman in world. My only dream now is to be with her and hold her hand. I’m trying my best to be someone better for her, I’m learning her language in order to confess my feelings toward her. I hope one day I will finally have the chance to share a moment with her or talk with her.
But today I learned she was dating someone since 5 months, I don’t know how to feel about it. I want to be happy for her because her happiness is my biggest wish. But on the other hand, I can’t help but being jealous and a little sad because I’m affraid I will never have the occasion to be with her.