I really don’t know what I want. What I mean is like I don know if like girls or guys. Like s******* all I ever want is guys. Like I’ve had more s** with guys, I watch gay p***, and I check out guys more than girls. But emotionally and mentally I want to date girls. I imagine the dates, the romantic talks, I’ve even dated more girls, and I’ve even believe over fallen in love with one girl in particular. But between both I really don’t want to be with either a guy or girl like a relationship seems like too much work and I would prefer to be alone. This is just gets me worked up and gives me so much anxiety and panic attacks so just need some help. Like does/has anyone feel like this, Know what’s happening, or have any advice.