I wish my father was like any other father who had a settled.I wish he was a little more responsible like my mother I hate my mother but I look upto her for her hard work and raising us up like any other kids with education but damn I was a depressed kid because my mother was depressed herself and she would tell,curse and not let me go out with friends.She made me jailed at home my entire teenage life and I hate her for that because I never got to experience what is life with friends,what is life to be socially active.Now I am an introvert b****,I don’t like people,I stay away from people even though I like them because I don’t trust anybody,it’s really hard,I am married since 3 years,23 years old,have a 18 months old daughter,my life is just over,I got married to escape from my mom’s yells and curse.Now I am really curse,it’s not that I married a rich man,he is 26,earns 13-16k a month,he is really smart and intelligent,he studied microbiology in Kolkata Scottish church college but due to financial crisis he could not appear his 3rd year.We are from a extremely poor background,I mean in terms of finance We have no back,instead we have 6 people to look after to.I am jobless and useless because I did not complete my 12th.Right now we are just settling ourselves with life but the coming year scares me.We have no savings,our parents are old,they may get sick,hospitalised,death any moment.I want to end my marriage to work and take care of my parents.Right now I can’t even afford them their medicines,I get furious when I think if any of them get hospitalised,we don’t have money,it’s such a shame,everybody will shame us for being irresponsible.I can’t see them die by not even trying to help them live.People say money can’t buy happiness.Forget about happiness,we don’t even afford our basic needs apart from eating 2 times a day.