I met a kid named tristan and im so in love with him hes a few days older than me and he always rubs it in my face but i dont care i just want to be with him, when i first met i hated him he never talked to me and he was just so annoying but as i started to get to know i couldnt get enough of him. I love the kind of jokes he makes because they always are so s***** and f*** i love him. But the day i found out he had a gf i was not happy but me and him were like bestfriends iguess, we also won all the badminton games we played against other schools(he was a basket ball player and i was a volleyball player) i also wasnt popular but he was and peopke thought we were dating and it was weird because we were “no no were just friends” and it hurt me to say that but i was still happy to be around him all the time.his gf did not like me being around him so when we went to art class his gf would make him ditch or she would come into the class room and sit at our table. He usally makes lots of jokes and talks alot, but his gf would come he was just quiet and one time i said “god we were having such good time together, why are you sad looking now” knowing it would trigger her and it did. But the end of school came and that was when we had our dance, i wore a black dress that came up to my neck and went know to under my knees and black boots. I was sad knowing it was my last day to see him and my last day to tell him how i feel, i saw his gf and him dancing and some guy who i was friends with asked me to dance with him but the whole time i couldnt stop thinking about him but later i excused myself and went into the hallway and just sat there and then he came and asked what i was doing i just said “its nothing im just bored” and he says “yea me too” than my othe friends came and pulled me into the room and the guy who asked me to dance also asked me out but i was scared and i didnt want to say no and i didnt want to say yes but i was scared and said yes and he just left. The guy i liked didnt see anything but i wanted to killmyself i love tristan and not him. I told Tristan he looked so nice today and he said thanks you also look good which me so happy even if he ment it in a friend way, but when i left i was crying and crying. We texted eachother sometimes but not alot his gf made another account to pretend to be him so i messaged the other one and he responded an hour later and i asked him how are things going? Are you still with that girl? And he said he found out she was cheating on him months before the dance because she thought he was cheating on her with me.. I was happy she let go him but he was sad and i didnt know what to do and i told him im sorry that she thought that, we shouldve just never met in the first place and they would be happy, but no i ever since he came into my life i feel so much happier and so much more confident. I miss him everyday.