I should of fucked her at that staff party. We were dancing, drinking, hanging out and having a great time, we were both pretty drunk but she was more than me. This was no ordinary woman, her body was tight af, lean, muscular and with a perfect a** I would check out daily. She had a room at the hotel where the party was at and asked if I wanted to go to her room, the way she said it I knew what she wanted to do. I said no…maybe because of the complications it could have at work, maybe because I didn’t have a condom…Idk. But I do know I regret it. If I could go back in time I would take her offer in a second and I would f*** her into her bed and make her moan and scream my name till everybody knew she was getting fucked by me. The day after the party she seemed more friendly to me for some reason, maybe she was grateful for not taking her offer. She moved 2 months later to another city. It sounds selfish but did not care the slightest if she was grateful or glad we didn’t f***. From that day I never turned down any woman again, ugly, fat idc. She was the one babe that got away and I feel like I was just making up for that loss.