I just turned 14 a few weeks back.
I was addicted to p*** when I was 11, though I’ve recently gotten back into the habit of watching it over the weekend or nightly whenever I’m h****, and I’m h**** all the time, so… Yeah.
I have this r*** fantasy where I’m just forced to take an older man’s thick c*** whenever, wherever, and I’m crying out so hard that he has to cover my mouth or choke me and force himself deeper and harder inside of me to pleasure himself while I’m trying to scream desperately for help. And I wouldn’t tell anyone unless it made me late for something important.
Yesterday, when I was watching a PornHub vine on Instagram and asked the original editor for the video, a random person had seen my comment and messaged me asking if I was a boy or girl. I messaged him for awhile, and during the day he had ordered me to tease myself as if he was the one doing it to me. Not gonna lie, it was kinda hot and I proceeded with his orders. I’m not sure whether or not I should stop the relationship now or not… I mean, it’s only been a day.
But now my mind has been corrupted with the thought that he r**** me repeatedly and I end up becoming his slutty little s** slave, recording our sessions and uploading them to a site that allowed those types of videos. I was s******* assaulted when I was younger… Maybe that’s where my fantasies came from.
I’m running out of forceful s** videos to satisfy my horniness, and I’m afraid to watch ACTUAL r*** videos because I’m afraid the FBI or whatever is gonna come and arrest me for watching illegal videos. But they wouldn’t be on the internet if they were illegal…
Right..?
