I had a huge crush on my colleague. And once I knew he has a girlfriend, I was devastated. We were close before eventhough we’re on different project. We tell each other stories and I feel so comfortable just talking to him. But now, I stopped texting him, I deleted all our messages and photos, and I tried to avoid him as much as I could. Early this month, our company hosted a Chinese New Year dinner and I didnt go because I dont want to see him there. I just dont know how to react anymore. I miss him. He was my best friend and I loved him for what he is. I wished you will forever be happy and loved.