I’m a 29 year old woman, and I’ve been married to a wonderful man for about two years, been together for five. Here’s my confession, but first, a story:

Starting from the time I was really young (probably 8 or 9) until I was in my early teens, my brother (5 years older) would tell me he couldn’t fall asleep at night unless he masturbated before bed and I let him finish inside my mouth. I was a child and had no idea what he really wanted, so I did it because he was always way nicer to me afterwards. Nearly every night, he would have me sit next to him on the bed or get down on my knees in front of him and wait while he jacked off, and when he was ready, he would put his p**** in my mouth as deep as I could handle it and c**. I never actually gave him head, he just wanted to finish in my mouth. So needless to say, I actually got good at it after a while, and eventually my gag reflex dwindled down to nothing.

This went on for a few years until I was in 7th grade, when he was busted for bringing drugs and a gun to school. He was sent away, and I’ve only seen him twice since then, and he isn’t doing any better. I think he’s actually in prison right now. I’m not even sure.

Okay, so my husband really, reeeaaally loves blowjobs. And despite my past, I still very much enjoy giving them. I have absolutely no gag reflex, and every man I’ve ever been with swears I’m the best they’ve ever had. I can handle every inch of most men with absolutely no gagging. My ex used to say my oral skills would give a professional p*** star anxiety.

My husband especially likes how I’m able to d********* him all the way and stay there while he’s c******.

So here’s my confession:
My highly-praised oral skills and complete lack of gag reflex are a side-effect of my brother s******* abusing me for years when I was a kid. And I’ve never told anybody about this. Ever.