I was seeing a man and he left me in a hotel/hospital room that he had made a mess of and had left me to clean it all up. he wasn’t the best at being romantic or functional or even kind and practical. I mean he made me sleep on a dirty half ripped old sheet on the floor and an old towel.
he told me that he was leaving and when I thought about it I got so angry I called after him and told him that I thought he was a real user and back stabber and the strange thing was that when I told him how I really felt I just noticed how much smaller he looked in height. he was looking more and more like a child of about 5 or 7 and his actions conveyed as much as well.
I got dressed and spoke to the administrative staff and told them how awful he was and about the room. I left looking and feeling better then ever while he just dissolved into a jelly bean in the distance that someone could just squish and push around like a bit of putty.
I realized all this as he disappeared and he never came back towards me. maybe he knew his mistake and could not confront it.