Omg where do I begin… So there is this guy I know that is like 3 years older than me (not that that matters I’m above minor age) I had no interest in him until about a year ago… He would just stare at me… Out of nowhere.. I caught him a couple of times too. Anyway after a while we started a awkward, yet, awesome friendship and a rather closeness. It wasn’t long untill I fell for him.It took me another half a year to tell him how I felt. it was very reliving and he took it well but the thing is… The position he works for (he is sort of my counselor)I couldn’t ask him how he felt about me..now I’m left wondering for all eternity if I ever ment something to him. I feel like I did, way back when.. We use to have fun together… Cracking jokes… Sharing ideals…his insesent staring that made me wonder all the time what he could possibly be looking for in me. And he’s so hot… There are times I wish he would give in a take me into his office, lock the door and have him kiss me passionately and make love then and there.. *sigh* I guess I’ll never know… Still can’t believe it all stemmed from him staring