I like these guys sometimes and then out of no where I have a hate that takes over. I can’t bare to see them smile, and tend to see it as a nasty smerk of evil rather then a nice smile.
god help me it gets worse.
the anger is greater then the love.
sad.
I can’t stand smiling models or smerky faces in advertising or moody looks.
I avoid magazine stands for that reason for the last 10 years its been a real problem from the time I was raped and bashed.
I always think when I see a nice guy with a rather average looking girl “what did you do to get him. probably murdered and got others to murder. therefore you are a murderer” and I look down at them in disgust, stupid couple!
