I’ve only ever dated one person in my life. And it’s been three years since we split. About a year ago I thought I was finally moving on. I was just seeing somebody not legit dating. And when we went to have s** all I could think about was the other person and it rattled me and I wasn’t able to finish. And I subsequently ghosted this other person because of the shame and guilt that I felt. Why can’t I just move on? Why must I be this way? Why must I miss someone so much when I know they give zero fucks about me. F***.
