I’m in the middle of a complete mental breakdown, normally I dye my hair, or change up my room, but I’ve already moved every single thing in my room, I’ve changed my hair, I’ve tried everything but I’m in a funk and when I get into funks, they’re full of depression and they put me in these really awful headspaces and I’m worried I’m going to fall back into suicidal habits. I’ve been doing so good lately and now I honestly just kind of want to die. Everything is going to s*** and I cannot handle it.