True Confession / Fantasy

I am an executive at a company.
I am married, with kids.
I am in my mid-40’s.

I have been Bi-Curious for longer than I have been married, and I feel like I am living a lie.

Even though I manager a very large team of people, and I have a very “Type-A” personality, I fantasize about a fem guy commanding me what to do. I think about being forced fed a fem guy’s cvck and being made to swallow his cvm.

I am not attracted to guys, but I am very attracted to cvck.

But alas it will remain a fantasy… I don’t know how to go about finding a fem guy to play with, and I am not into the bar scene.

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