I’m not really happy. I don’t have a bad life, and I’m not in any sort of pain or trauma, but I just feel empty and dead inside. Life has just become a chore and I’m in this state of limbo where I’m too scared to die and too sad to live. I cry way too much to be normal and my eyelids are so raw they’re bleeding a bit. I dunno, I just feel unfulfilled and I don’t know what I can do to fill this void. I don’t want to burden my friends since there’s no definite cause, and I just needed a place to get this off my chest. I don’t know what to do anymore.
